cliché : A new beginning .

Lets start it smooth and simple.
No pictures, No captions but feelings and emotions.
Just the new whole way of composing my feelings into this blog.

Put it this way....... This is my new beginning.

Have you ever thought about your future?
i bet everyone is still questioning themselves.
Future, is when you didn't do what you did in the past .
Thats future.

Now put me in the future.

Put me where i didn't do this things to you.
Where everything was perfect than before.
Because future is where i learnt everything from history.

History, is way complicated than just a passing phrase.
It has its own life.
What if you didn't go to sleep yesterday?
What if you kiss her yesterday?
What ifs ?

One History.

She puts me in a bad state like you are doing right now.
But what is different is what keeps me questioning;
Is this really worth while ?

Im trying my best to be happy every time.
you keep it away and give it back to me.
you gave me too much and take it away slowly.
bits by itsy bits.

am i in this alone in the future?
is it because of what i did in the past history?

this is definitely not Karma,
its Déja Vù.